PROFOUNDLY GRATEFUL, THANKFUL FOR ALL YOUR LOVE AND SUPPORT AND PRAYERS!

JUNE 1st. Found some video from the hospital time that I will try to put on this website. It is right after the surgery and forgot about it.

Went for my first real walk today slowly in the neighborhood and was ok. Tired now, but resting at the computer and sitting with a cup of tea. Didn't feel that well this weekend, not sure, but possibly still need to get the meds and the configuration adjusted. It seems now that I begin the work of rejuvenation, renewal, and inner work with the body, mind, and spirit. The Spirit, as I go along this journey is an amazing creation. Just concentrating on it seems to bring energy and life to the surface which transforms itself into a sense of health and wholeness. That orchestrated effort and harmony (from our Creator God) that is built into everyone of us I think hasn't even begun to really show itself, for we are so limited by our culture, theologies, fear based life style, environmental influences and our race and speed at which we go through life trying to (live life) when really it passes us by. Haven't you ever wanted to get off the earth and watch it turn and begin to realize that it turns all by itself? But at times in our working corporate world it seems as though we are try to make it turn with our programs and quest at living. Anyway that is why I say it is so freeing to know that I don't have to make the world turn by action, I am though to "BE" and in that loving being creates an action and events that transpire effortlessly through being at peace with oneself.

PS Keeping a sense a humor and laughing and smiling with gentle kindness to all. Respect, honor, and valuing the magnificent worth of everyone person even with our blemishes. That is so enriching! Please read on as to what I will and have started to "be."

I will be resting, recouping, and doing everything I can to assist the healing process of my heart, the left ventricle, and the whole health process of a normal cardiac function. Thus there will be times of prayer, meditation, visualization of healthy heart tissue and new life in and around the heart, rest, reading, relaxing, being calm, at peace with myself and all those around me, integrating new ideas, thoughts, information, wisdom, knowledge as it is revealed and filtered through my grid. This is a type of cocooning so that a metamorphosis can transform this person into a more mature, deep, grounded, solid, insightful, servant of God in this hurting and broken world. To have a security, a sense of direction, focus, intention, aim, purpose, with my mission in life even that more effective, sharp, meaningful to all I meet. I pray that there will be a peace, a hope, a calm serenity and certainty that so encompasses an eternal global universal breath of vision and everyday reality of living life to the fullest with the most simplicity possible. Complex, complete, yet with relevance and an engagement in relationships that builds us up in community, oneness, unconditional love, non-judgmental regard for each other valuing our God made uniquenesses and creative abilities.

So for now, that is what I will be doing. It is called by the wise sages of long ago, "BEING" Then out from that being, or cocooning, emerges an even more brighter clearer vision of who I am as a person in God that is ever more used as a conduit of absolute peace, hope, and unconditional love. A person who can transmit the aura of complete tranquility even in the midst of chaos.

Therefore, I seek you to join with me in spirit to sit, listen, hear, absorb, receive, all the millions of blessings that all around us, in us, and everywhere for everyone. Let's do this "being" thing together..

Thank you all for everything. I love you all and am so grateful for everything that everyone has done, given, shared, read, sent, shown, touched, and blessed me with their own souls. Soul to soul, heart to heart, and spirit to spirit I live with you. Gratefully, and humbly seeking to be.
Michael J Rumble